FUCK OFF

Good people, rejoice! exuberate!! jubilate!!! billow!!!! have an ice cream!!!!!


Coz what you have been waiting for a long long loong time is finally coming true.



This fucking blog is coming to an end.



You see I am past caring. And I can't write if I can't care. Right now, the only feeling I have towards humans (and that includes most of you lot) is extreme bitterness and resentment.



I am just sick and tired of you lot.



It speaks volumes for a laddie's mental condition when the only time he has been happy/content/at peace was when he was sitting all alone in a spartan room with only a puppy and a dying dog for company. But that's precisely what happened.


Coz, you know what, that puppy and dying dog were the only ones in a long looong time who genuinely seemed happy to be with me. They didn't care about who I am or what I am, didn't care about how I looked or what I said or how I smelt. They were content and at peace with me, and I was content and finally at peace with them.



And it was then that I realized just how out of fucking place I am in so-called human society. Though am as lonely as that directionally-challenged penguin who ended up in New Zealand, I feel genuinely uncomfortable around people. Its one of the reasons that I felt like an alien in the SamaBhava function (another reason being that I couldn't find sugar for my coffee). I am anyway uncomfortable around rich, upper-class la-di-dah people (and that function was full of them....a few of them might have been nice or pretending to be nice...but they were all fucking rich and fucking la-di-dah).



It was precisely for this reason that I didn't turn up for a party I was recently invited to.....as it would have been full of la-di-dahs (not to mention bhao-guzzling la-di-dahs)



But lately I have been uncomfortable not only around that lot but around everybody....one of the reasons that has led me to realize that talking or interacting with humans is just notworth it...you lot are all fucking selfish hypocritical bastards.


And oh feel free to swear back at me if you feel like it.


I don't give a rat's ass anymore.




But since you should never leave on a sour note, this ain't my last blog. That fucker is coming up in a few hours time, and its funny...at least its funny to me.


Don't give a fuck whether u like it or not.


(A few people are exempted from this rant...you know who you are and thank you for being you)